All grown up and nowhere to go

back. introspectively.

Posted on: April 11, 2010

It’s been a pretty exhausting trip, surprisingly. Really really good to be home. I’m slightly behind on my CFA studies, and definitely have work to do when I get back to the office (thinking if I should go to the office this evening, actually). But right now, it just feels like one of those ‘limbo’ moments when you don’t feel like doing anything, and just… be.

We met quite a few people during the trip, me and Jing. With some of them, I saw titles to their names, but they still want more. It made me realize that, as long as you think there’s always something better out there, you’ll never be satisfied. I don’t want to end up like that – at the same time, I know what I’m doing right now is no longer what I want to be. In fact, I’m not exactly sure what I want to be. I kept on hoping I’d find out, but I haven’t, and it scares me.

Life is too short to be unhappy, or unsettled. I need to find my dream, catch it, and then stay still. I hope to stay still in one year’s time… It’s time to stop chasing after abstract concepts of happiness, and start running free with the wind.

This is my promise to myself.

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4 Responses to "back. introspectively."

I can so relate to that mon! Life is too short to be unhappy and unsettled. Just gotta live it to the max eh? πŸ™‚

Fel

This is so beautiful my dear. I totally relate to it. πŸ˜€

yeah! but its so confusing to try to find out whether you’re actually pursuing your dream, or just being plain greedy/unsatisfied…

you will get there, darling. been there myself… one foot in front of the other, and you will eventually get there πŸ™‚

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